Personal Venting Chat, New and Improved! (Without Jerks)

I usually start my future letters like, “I’m only writing this because teachers are making me do this or you wouldn’t get anything.”

I'm just
That's so scary??
I don't want to graduate
What am I supposed to do after that??
I don't know how to do anything other than elementary, middle and highschool
I should be excited
I mean, I'll finally be able to join the military
And go to college
And maybe I'll finally know for sure what I want in life
But I don't know how to do that
How am I supposed to survive fall without freezing Friday night football games?
How am I supposed to survive spring without sweating through the mile at 9 AM?
How am I supposed to survive winter without running into the hs lobby in the morning to escape the snow?
How am I supposed to survive Monday nights without texting the cute person who sat next to me in science?
How am I supposed to live the rest of my life without my classmates, many of whom I've known since kindergarten?
I can't do anything else
This is what I know
I wonder what they'll do with my letter when I'm not alive to graduate.

Well that's what the next few years are for. To enjoy the time you still have left in highschool. Nothing is forever and change is a part of life. It's a sucky, scary part of life that I still really struggle with, but at least you know. You still have time. You still have time to enjoy school and all the stupid, fun, crazy, reliable things that come with it.
And even when highschool is over you don't have to know exactly what you're going to do with your life. It sounds like you have a little bit of a plan after highschool, which is great. And of your plan changes a little along the way, that's totally okay too. Plans are just a guideline for the future. Its great to have the, but nothings set in stone. And that may sounds kinda scary but I like to take comfort in the fact that whatever I'm choosing to do in the future isn't what I'm stuck with for the rest of my life.
You have time. You have a plan. And you'll get new routines. I know having things to lean on is fun and something to look forward to each day, but you'll make new routines that will be just as fun.
You've got this.

Thanks Mox. That helped.

… I just realized I'm wearing exactly the same thing I'm wearing in my pfp

Hey Mir Mir, wanna join the Anarchy club?

I'm too dumb to understand what anarchy even is tbh

Overthrowing the government
a lack of laws
chaos >:3
Or you know, we could bake and gossip

yes

We have a forum for it called Anarchy Club, we're talking about our logo rn

@ Meeeeee

… I just realized I'm wearing exactly the same thing I'm wearing in my pfp

Hat as well?

yeah lmao
It's a beanie, dominic

I can do it for you, Dom

Emailed it to you

np

I gotta go do my face
Then I'm going to a house
So I probably won't be online until pretty late
✌️✌️✌️

I promise I won't let anyone drug me
Maybe I'll even post some photos.

be safe ho

don’t get disease

nor drug

or kidnaped