Maybe you guys aren't listening to me…
All you have to do is live for the good people in your lives… Live for your friends, your family (at least the good members) or your significant others… You can block out the sadness, anger, fear, depression, anxiety and lack of motivation by helping them deal with their problems… It's what I do… And it works…
Shuri… I love you but what works for you won't work for everyone. I wish the sadness could be blocked out just because I'm living for the people I love. But all those feelings don't go away. It just forces me to stay here when the one thing I want most is to be gone.
I'm aware what works for me isn't for everyone… That's why I said it would help, not magically solve all your problems… I'm sure you know this, but leaving this world will cause the ones around you more and more pain each day… So please, let us try to help, and try to help others as well…
I know it will cause people pain. That's the only reason I'm here. But that doesn't ease the pain at all, it makes it a lot worse.
Why is that the case? You wanna tell me in PM?
No. Talking about it won't fix it. I'm really fucked up and right now, since I can't see a psychiatrist, I just have to accept it and try to live life as normally as I can.
That's not good reasoning Jensen… It will only fester if you bottle it up… It's better to release it by venting… So if you need, I'm here… But I won't force you…
Venting only helps me in certain situations. And sometimes what's on my mind is best left unsaid. But thank you for being here.
Heya, just know that you're a really cool person I was able to meet and sometimes you don't have to say everything that's on your mind because I know that it hurts, just by keeping in there you're proving that you're much stronger than you think yourself to be (I really hope I worded this right)
