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Your Personal Venting Space 3: Tokyo Drift

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@saor_illust school

okay i love the fact that evita wants to make a second lie in april server a much more professional place but like
if my real name is required on there
heck no
i'm not putting my last name on discord for them to see
i already have my first name, but that's bc of three servers with irl frens

i-
i don't wanna do this but
if that particular change is happening
i'm gonna hafta drop out
i hate that i've come to this conclusion
i love hanging with all of them, i truly do

even if i'm barely active in the server
but
i'm not putting my irl name out on discord
never
and that's saying smth, considering i'm quite comfortable (or at least, almost) with telling people how old i am now on discord

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@Pickles group

Put a fake last name

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@Pickles group

I forgot how sad the day after a football game is and I just
I just want a normal season with competitions and going to away games and not having to social distance
I don't wanna have no more games and only a fake competition to look forward to and just be sad all the time

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@darling-velocipede group

hey i'm tired all the time and i don't know how to write the world might be ending <33

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@evastardust groupRRAAAARRL
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What a mood, I wish I could give better consolation than to just say "I feel that" but I can't.

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@evastardust groupRRAAAARRL
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Has anyone else just felt, like, extremely apathetic lately? Like, I'm having fun in the moment and such but after it ends, I just feel a little empty. I don't feel like I'm anticipating anything, and the forseeable future looks grim, to say the least.

@croccin-champagne

it's cause y'all got nothing to do. there's nothing new, just the same old [word]s day after day. inspiration, emotion, all the Good Shit comes when you're able to go out, to do things and experience Life and have some fun. you can't really get that the same way by being stuck in the same place, doing the same things day after day

@croccin-champagne

ROUTINES. THATS THE WORD

also anyway, trust me. i've spent hours thinking about it lmaooo

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@darling-velocipede group

apathy club babesss we are sexy and epic with no energy and no motivation <3

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@evastardust groupRRAAAARRL
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;)

@croccin-champagne

all i do is watch youtube, and even that isn't true. i scroll youtube for hours trying to find something good to watch and repeatedly click out of videos because my brain goes 'eh'

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@evastardust groupRRAAAARRL
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I am in that picture and I do not like it :[

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@darling-velocipede group

i look at other people's poetry on tumblr, read like four lines of it, go down a spiral of self doubt about my own work, and move on to the next piece

@croccin-champagne

M O O D

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@darling-velocipede group

look honestly tho?? how are people so talented?? like kid you're a year younger than me calm down you're making the rest of us look bad

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@darling-velocipede group

(this is a joke obv everyone should create to their full capacity i'm just a jealous lad by nature ig lmao)

@croccin-champagne

dfhfdh i will say though. some of us could be the best at something and still doubt ourselves, and say we are nowhere near as good as others. like. that's one thing i've noticed myself, particularly with my poetry. everyone always seems better, but really, they tend to be thinking the same thing so dw

some kid on tumblr would take one look at your poems and be like 'holy crap, how are they that good?' and like…you might be inspiring someone to work really hard on their poetry so. dw pal. everyone's freaking out, i feel you. it's hell lmao but hey, as long as we make it through and don't give up because of it

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@darling-velocipede group

oh that's. actually all really sweet. i wasn't prepared to be genuinely reassured. thank u. also i'd love to see some of your poetry sometime 👀

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@evastardust groupRRAAAARRL
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Their poetry is super good!

@croccin-champagne

fhfh i might've gone on a mini rant but like. a lot of y'all seem to need it so

fdhdfhjfh uuhhh i mean there's a bunch on the writing club chat, and i have videos of spoken word here and there too

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@darling-velocipede group

headed to go stalk your poetry on the writing club chat (in the least creepy way possible :D)

@croccin-champagne

fejrehf oh god, i'd recommend sticking to the last couple months, unless you really want an accurate description of 'practice makes better'

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@darling-velocipede group

your one from august 8th is!! so good!! we love a healing poem

@croccin-champagne

aaa????? <3????

book

Ooh I want link.

@croccin-champagne

a link to the chat, or?

book

To the page w ypur kickass poetry.

@croccin-champagne

there are. many pages of poetry. I can try and find that specific one?

book

Honestly the most recent will work too.

@croccin-champagne

https://www.notebook.ai/forum/general-writing/virtual-creative-writing-club-anyone/page-37

that's it! if you read you can see that it was critiqued, I just updated the doc, not the post

the recent page has a very long scene lmao