Ella, I'm glad that you're still here, and I'm definetly glad that you're still alive.
Your Personal Venting Space 3: Tokyo Drift
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Ugh, I'm going to rant about how my body thinks it's okay to sleep through my 5 alarms. ( Hard for me to get up sometimes. ) I hate how I just asjahsjjah I WASN'T EVEN UP THAT LATE. What the heck body.
Yes to the Khan thing. Back when school was easy and I needed a challenge (god I miss that. Now I'm falling behind and it's only been a few weeks) I used Khan Academy. I'd just take notes about whatever I wanted to learn about, whenever I wanted, and however I wanted. I wish the school system looked more like that.
Sal Khan is an ICON. In two minutes and thirty-seven seconds this man explained something that teachers have been trying to explain to me for three years with no avail. Truly a blessing, ashamed I didn't look at it sooner
Fun fact: I met Sal Khan. He was donating money to our school in like sixth or seventh grade and came to take a picture. Everyone in my school (it was a tiny school) gathered around him to take the picture and he was holding this little sign upsidedown and I told him it was upsidedown. Young-me was very proud of the fact that I corrected someone so smart.
Sal Khan is an ICON. In two minutes and thirty-seven seconds this man explained something that teachers have been trying to explain to me for three years with no avail. Truly a blessing, ashamed I didn't look at it sooner
Fun fact: I met Sal Khan. He was donating money to our school in like sixth or seventh grade and came to take a picture. Everyone in my school (it was a tiny school) gathered around him to take the picture and he was holding this little sign upsidedown and I told him it was upsidedown. Young-me was very proud of the fact that I corrected someone so smart.
That's so adorable I love that
Sal Khan is an ICON. In two minutes and thirty-seven seconds this man explained something that teachers have been trying to explain to me for three years with no avail. Truly a blessing, ashamed I didn't look at it sooner
So what was it?
Sal Khan is an ICON. In two minutes and thirty-seven seconds this man explained something that teachers have been trying to explain to me for three years with no avail. Truly a blessing, ashamed I didn't look at it sooner
So what was it?
How to sketch a derivative graph from another graph
So i finally figured out a title for my book right
and then I google it to make sure i'm in the clear
and it's taken
whyyyyy
I would still use it but it's the title of a book about civil rights and struggles in America and I really don't want to use that title because that's such an important subject. I mean is my book about a revolution, yes, so do the parallels kinda make sense, yes but I am a little white girl who does not feel like she has the right to infringe upon the title of this book that covers a lot of really awful things in America's story and the suppression of Minorities. And it's like a true story sooooo yeah gotta think of a new title now
I fixed it and I like it better and I figured out what to name the other Two names in the series from it.
You gonna say what names?
I put them in a different thread but I can put them here too
Building of Peace
Breaching of Trust
Breaking of Innocence
I'm happy with it The last one is a bit iffy but I'll work on it.
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would someone pleasse yell at me to write
i have the inspo and the interest but i'm just
not
Write,
If you don't do it now you never will
just think of that loss of creativity
don't waste it like that.
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DARLING VELOCIPEDE GO WRITE
(ik i'm an hour late and it's also in allcaps yes but you did say to yell at you lmao)
I still find it kind of weird that people are amazed at the fact that I am learning how to embroider and hand sew. Like, We had some my grandparents over and me and my mom were sitting on the couch talking and my dad comes in and asks if I could fix a button on his flannel. I said sure and ran upstairs to grab my embroidery box where I then proceeded to fix the button in about a minute. My grandma was amazed because none of her kids (5 girls) wanted to be taught and I'm here learning it for fun
My school has it's first confirmed COVID case… yayyy.
I didn't think I'd be so nervous about it, but I've gone this long without ever knowing someone who had it. I've gotten away with the small town isolation doing the trick for me. Now it's actually here. So close. Oof.
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Throwback to the time when I went to a day camp and all the girls shared a changing room but still, one girl thought I was a guy and my name was Mayo for a solid 3 days
My school has it's first confirmed COVID case… yayyy.
I didn't think I'd be so nervous about it, but I've gone this long without ever knowing someone who had it. I've gotten away with the small town isolation doing the trick for me. Now it's actually here. So close. Oof.
We've had..idk how many but it's too many
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Ahh I fell asleep in my binder ahh now I can’t wear it to get a passport photo ahhh-
I do not want to break the ribs of the me (as unlikely as that is) but dysphoriaaaa…
Ahh I fell asleep in my binder ahh now I can’t wear it to get a passport photo ahhh-
I do not want to break the ribs of the me (as unlikely as that is) but dysphoriaaaa…
What if you wore nothing there, then before the picture if they have a public restroom put it on, then take it off after the picture and go the rest of the day without it?
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That could work, thanks!
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aight so todays vent is really more of a : izzy complains bc she doesn't feel great in the morning but what do you expect it's the morning
anyhoo,
i got >5hrs of sleep and have been awake for three hours and am very tired
i also have a headache, which started recently and now wont go awayyyyy ;-;
cranky
am cranky
also i just wanna talk to my frennnnn
but he's in school atm and can't talk ;-;
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Hey, I guess I'll give this a go, I don't want to be annoying, I just need to vent a little… I'm sick and the feeling on my nose is driving me mad, I could barely sleep for two days and my throath feels like sandpaper, grandpa's dementia is getting worse and I feel so guilty for being annoyed when he starts accusing my mom and I of trying to harm him but I know he can't tell what's true and what's not, school is a mess and I will have to do extremely complicated exams soon and I need good grades in order to graduate, maybe this is stupid and I'm being petty but it just feels to much for a week that has barely started…
Gotta say that sounds super rough, Mojack. I'd complain too.
Throwback to the time when I went to a day camp and all the girls shared a changing room but still, one girl thought I was a guy and my name was Mayo for a solid 3 days
That's kind of great ngl.
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Ok, so I think I have a problem with obsessing over stuff. For example, if I find something that I really like, whether it be a TV show, book, an idea, or basically anything, I'll begin to obsess over it. I'll spend hours scrolling through things on pinterest related to it and stay up late into the night doing stuff like that. It'll be the only thing that fills my head and all my other interests dull in comparison to it. I could spend hours just thinking about it. But then I begin to loose interest in that too and it slowly becomes more and more dull. And then I slowly being to slip into a void of boredom until I can find another obsession to fill the space. In conclusion, my life is cycle of passionate obsessions followed with voids of boredom and
h e l p
because I think there's something wrong with me.
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Ok, so I think I have a problem with obsessing over stuff. For example, if I find something that I really like, whether it be a TV show, book, an idea, or basically anything, I'll begin to obsess over it. I'll spend hours scrolling through things on pinterest related to it and stay up late into the night doing stuff like that. It'll be the only thing that fills my head and all my other interests dull in comparison to it. I could spend hours just thinking about it. But then I begin to loose interest in that too and it slowly becomes more and more dull. And then I slowly being to slip into a void of boredom until I can find another obsession to fill the space. In conclusion, my life is cycle of passionate obsessions followed with voids of boredom and
h e l p
because I think there's something wrong with me.
oh mood