Jemi hesitated. Was it really worth explaining her past? Was it possible for her to move on without really dealing with it? She sighed. "It's just, I don't want to do anything I'll regret. I really like being around you, and I don't even know you that well! What happens if I actually get attached? What happens to everything I've worked towards? And," Jemi looked around for something to distract her from the truth in the words she wanted to say. "I guess you could say I've made mistakes with my personal life before," Jemi looked back at Chesh and realized there were tears burning in her eyes. Shit, I shouldn't cry in front of her. "And I really don't want to do it again."