"It's fine we can talk about it. Just after everyone leaves," like it was on cue they called everyone the the naff. Everyone left and it was silent. "I-I guess the topic is head to talk about so just bare with me here."
He nodded again. "Take as much time as you need, love."
“Thanks. So, first time I was with someone I didn’t feel comfortable or ready to do it, but he forced me anyway. I got rapped. Second time, that someone took a photo and sent it to the whole school so then we had to move. Third time, the person I was with tatted me out to the entire school again, so we moved and here we are. Not a very fun past for me or you huh?” Nick turned around to Cas.
Cas shook his head, hugging River tightly. "I'm sorry that happened to you, love… at least you seem to be doing better now, yeah?"
“Yeah, I am. It just takes time I guess,” River whispered in Cas’s shoulder, hugging him back.
"Mhmm…" Cas kissed his cheek sweetly. "You know I would never do something like that, right?"
“I-I know that silly I’m just afraid other people might. When your not here or when I’m alone. I don’t-,” River’s tears started to flow. “I don’t want that. Not again and not ever!”
"Shhh… it's okay, baby…" Cas kissed his tears away, running his thumb gently across the other's cheek. "I won't let that happen to you again."
“Okay,” River said in a week voice while his body started to shake. He tried to calm down my his tears wouldn’t stop. “I’m sorry…”
"Don't be sorry, baby… it's not your fault." Cas hugged him tighter, running his fingers through his hair.
"I'm sorry…" River leaned forward into Cas pushing them back on the bed. "Can we stay like this for a few?" River managed to squeak out.
"Of course, love." Cas huddled close to River, never letting go of him.
"Thank you…" River sniffed and coughed before his tears ran dry. River's breathing steadied and soon he was asleep.
Cas sighed and soon dozed off as well, tucking his head under River's chin.
They ended up falling asleep until morning and River was the first one to wake up. He groaned lightly, then rubbed his eyes. He smiled and kissed Cas on the cheek.
Cas just yawned, staying asleep for now. Their legs were tangled together, as were their arms.
"Cas, it's time to wake up…" River whispered next to his ear.
He whined quietly, stirring a bit. After a moment or two, he opened his eyes.
"Good morning," River smiled and kissed Cas's forehead.
"Mmmmm…" Cas buried his face in River's chest, whining louder. "Mornings suuuuck…"
“Tell me about it. Let’s stay like this for a little longer,” River snuggled up to Cas with a smile.
"Okay…" Cas yawned and cuddled closer to River so that every part of them was touching.
River kissed Cas on the nose and then on the neck and then on the cheek. River slightly giggled while he did it.
Cas blushed a bit and hid his face. "Nooo… that tickles…" He whined.
River just smiled with a little chuckled and continued to kiss him all over his neck and collarbone.
"Riverrrr…" He tilted his chin up, blushing harder.
River kissed all over his face. “Time to get up, love.”
"I'm up… I don't wanna be, though…" Cas yawned, kissing River's cheek.
“Well, you have to be. Come on!” River got down from the top bed and then held his hand out.
Cas sighed and took his hand, sliding off the bed. "I guess it's breakfast time or something?"
