Charlotte took a deep breath. "Okay. Okay. Er, I went to London once, with my parents. Before everything. And I got lost outside. But this huge tower, I thought it could reach the sky, towered over the entire city. It's a giant clocktower, covered in lights, and, being me, I followed it. I wanted to see the city from on top of it. And - I don't remember very well, this was a long time ago. But I remember trying to get to the top of the tower, because I thought the world would look better from up there, and it didn't, and I - Aster. You aren't looking at me," she said sternly.