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(And it simply saddens me that there's just so little left, especially towards ourselves. . . I'm just as guilty of it as everyone else, actually, but something that I've noticed in life is the kinder someone is to everyone else, the meaner they are towards theirself and that's just sad. It never should have ended up like this, you know? I've been watching people for so long, and it never used to be like this. Sure, it happened, but never this bad and on such a big scale. I've cried about it on more than one occassion; I want to change the world for the better, and it's so difficult because people just seem to resist it with everything they have - they just don't think they've done enough to deserve basic respect and kindness, and it's horrible that one person's negative views of you can just ruin how you think of yourself. So I do my best to counter that, with every little bit of my being, because even if I can't make any big changes, I can pave the way for those big changes to move forward.)