Saimota Rp with @brave_soldier

"I…I'm sorry, Shuichi…" He sighed, looking up at the other as he laid him down on the bed. "I'm really sorry…"

" it's not your fault." He said and put his forehead on the others.

"I should've just listened to you…but in all fairness….I didn't expect my legs to give out on me…" He sighed. "I've got no idea what's going on anymore…"

Shuichi shrugged, moving to lay on the others chest, he was as light as usual.

Kaito simply held the other close to him.. "I don't mean to worry you…but I really hope things will be okay…"

" me too," he said softly, shuichi intertwined their fingers and held the others hand.

"I really don't know what's going on anymore…" He sighed and looked down at their hands, not wanting to meet Shuichi's eyes at the time. "I'm starting to think there's something wrong…"

" I don't either love," he said softly

"Shuichi…I'm asking you since I'm not sure…but do you think everything's okay..? Do you have any guesses as to what's going on here…?"

" stress maybe. Could even be early onset insomnia."

"Yeah, those are the most likely things here.." He looked at the other again. "I hope this ends soon.."

" me too," he said and nuzzled the other.

"I just want to be okay, you know? I wanna go do things with you.."

" you can.. just rest enough.."

"I'm trying, Shuichi… I'm trying…"

Shuichi sighed, nuzzling the other. " I'm sorry.. for yelling."

Kaito sighed. "There's no reason to apologize. I've yelled at you, so it makes sense that you'd have to yell at me…"

" i still feel bad.." he said softly

"No, it's all okay… I'm sure I'll be fine…" His tone was rather unconvincing.

" kaito please stop pushing it around, i know its not okay.."

"I mean, your actions are justified, so it is.. As for the rest of the situation, it isn't now, but I'm sure it will be.."

" im worried, im worried your really hurt.."

"Shuichi, I'm not sure what you're worried about anymore.. This has to end soon, doesn't it? It'll all be okay…"

"…. yeah.." he said softly and laid his head down

Kaito held the other close to him. "I'm sure of it, Shuichi… It has to be okay.. It has to be.." Despite his words, he truly had no idea..

shuichi slowly fell back asleep.

Kaito sighed softly and held the other close, relieved to see him at peace once more, even if it was only because he was sleeping.. He spent the time in which the other was asleep thinking about things, working on ways to try and convince the other that things would be okay, but he didn't know if they would be. He eventually gave up, deciding that it was better to be honest in the end once the other woke up..

shuichi gripped a bit tighter to the other, whimpering in his sleep.

Kaito gently shook him awake, knowing something was wrong. After giving him a couple of minutes to wake up, he spoke. "You okay?"

" yeah.. just a bad dream.."