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Don't Be Suspicious

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thank you eris for all of that because, quite frankly, I and many others definitely needed to hear it

Late Night AFT is kinda dumb but mostly the same tbh

person_off
Deleted user

do you ever stop and realize just how old you are
like
it's 2020
and i was born in 200X
that's so long ago
that was a whole different era

sort of
realizing frozen was released in 2013 made me feel like the world’s elderliest elder of elderness

…but then i also realized that my chinchilla is half my age
and that i’m not even a quarter of the average human lifespan
and that the 5 years i have to wait before i can even consider moving out are over a third of my entire life so far

and then i feel like a tiny pathetic infant of sadness

eco
@Anemone eco

do you ever stop and realize just how old you are
like
it's 2020
and i was born in 200X
that's so long ago
that was a whole different era

Yes. Yes I do.

group
@Pickles group

People that harass a criminal's family have a special place in hell. They make me sick.
please note that as far as I know, no one in my family has murdered anyone, nor has my family been harassed because of it. Thankfully, I don't speak from experience. Regardless, my point still stands

eco
@Anemone eco

I completely agree with that.

person_off
Deleted user

I could go on a rant about that

group

i'm freaking tireds
but i don wanns sleep

group
@Pickles group

Why not?

group

don wana stop wahtcing youtubbe

group
@Pickles group

All the videos will still be there in a few hours. You can scroll through and save all the ones you want to watch to your watch later and then have a handy compilation of a bunch of things you want to see right there in the morning. Plus you'll be able to appreciate them more when you aren't exhausted

group

but theres anjmal crossing

person_off
Deleted user

I AM GOING TO SLAP SOMEONE :)))))))))))))))))))))))

group

pick me

group
@Pickles group

but theres anjmal crossing

That'll be there too
And in the morning all your friends will be on too

You can take out your anger on me if you need to

pick me

no me

group

i;m gonne makes a froggy chair in rela life

group
@Pickles group

I AM GOING TO SLAP SOMEONE :)))))))))))))))))))))))

And for good reason

person_off
Deleted user

why the fuck can't you just acknowledge that you aren't special?? you aren't unique!! you're literally just like every goddamn one of us!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck you!!!!!!! jesus. it's not that hard.

and to myself:
explain how you've been mentally ill for most of your fucking life and you're barely getting better
why can't you just be the pretty, straight, happy girl everyone wants you to be??
why can't you make a simple decision?? why can't you just calm down every once in a while?? why can't you just live???
fuck you. honestly. you can't do anything right, and you never will. your dad should have just pulled the trigger when he pulled that gun on you. bitch.

person_off
Deleted user

I AM GOING TO SLAP SOMEONE :)))))))))))))))))))))))

And for good reason

you get it
you see it
danke

do you ever stop and realize just how old you are
like
it's 2020
and i was born in 200X
that's so long ago
that was a whole different era

I knew you weren't five!

People that harass a criminal's family have a special place in hell. They make me sick.
please note that as far as I know, no one in my family has murdered anyone, nor has my family been harassed because of it. Thankfully, I don't speak from experience. Regardless, my point still stands

Agree. What prompted this?

why the fuck can't you just acknowledge that you aren't special?? you aren't unique!! you're literally just like every goddamn one of us!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck you!!!!!!! jesus. it's not that hard.

and to myself:
explain how you've been mentally ill for most of your fucking life and you're barely getting better
why can't you just be the pretty, straight, happy girl everyone wants you to be??
why can't you make a simple decision?? why can't you just calm down every once in a while?? why can't you just live???
fuck you. honestly. you can't do anything right, and you never will. your dad should have just pulled the trigger when he pulled that gun on you. bitch.

Who on the first?

And bb. You matter. You can do good in this world and probably have here.

@Fraust

I'd like to be rude to myself because I'm a stupid dumbass who makes poor decisions

eco
@Anemone eco

I would like to refute a part of this statement. Yes, you may have made some poor decisions, but you are not a "stupid dumbass". You are still learning as everyone is in their life. Mistakes are inevitable and bad decisions are bound to happen. But don't let it define you. Learn from the consequences of the decision, Maddie. Don't let it break you down. Use it as bandages to patch your broken wings and fly. I have faith in you. I know you can do it.

@Fraust

I mean I'm staying up til like 2 am to draw but thanks anyways Zach <3

@Fraust

This chat is getting so fuckin slow >:0
And I'm heading to bed since I'm tired
see y'all later <3

eco
@Anemone eco

Of course lmao. <3 Sleep well.

school
@saor_illust school

oh good night maddie!