Gay floof anyone?

Landyn got up and hugged him tightly.

Alex’s body tensed up slightly, his breathing threatening to run out of control. Luckily he was able to shut down the panic before it began.

Landyn realized what happened and let go. "O-Oh my god…I'm so sorry…"

“N-no please don’t apologize…it’s just my issue acting up again. I’m fine I p-promise” he didn’t want to scare Landyn away already.

"…I just reacted without thinking."

“Stop apologizing…please…you didn’t do anything wrong…”

"…If you s-say so…"

“I-it’s my fault that I’m this way”

"No, it's not…"

“I…” he hugged his arms around himself “I’m sorry”

"Now you need to stop apologizing." He tried to joke around but failed.

“You deserve better. You don’t deserve having to deal with someone like me”

"Don't say that. It's not true and you know it."

‘Do I though???’ He thought to himself ‘I was being honest. He shouldn’t have to deal with me, no one should have to.’ He opted to stay silent.

Landyn looked down. "I knew I couldn't be trusted…" He starts walking off.

“Landyn wait!” He called after him almost desperately. Because as much as he wanted Landyn to find someone better than him, he also couldn’t stand being alone again. “Please don’t go”

Landyn stopped and looked back at him. "…I don't know why I'm like this a single sentence and I act on a whim…"

“Guess we’re both just a little unstable…”

"I'm more than a little." he started shaking. "More like I'm insane and I should just disappear"

“Stop it…” he mumbled, tears pricking at his eyes again. “Please don’t say stuff like that.”

"You don't even know me that well. I cry every day. I laugh for no reason…I can't even stop thinking of my parent's death…How is this normal?"

“Who ever said we had to be normal” he replied quietly. “And it’s actually pretty normal considering you’ve undergone a tragedy that you blame yourself for.” He instantly covered his mouth with his hands, he couldn’t believe he’d just said that last part.

"…" Landyn didn't know what to say. he just… broke down.

“I-I’m sorry, I-I shouldn’t have said that” he mumbled around his hands that still covered his mouth. ‘Useless’ the word popped into his brain, another old friend.

((You still there?

Landyn tried to catch his breath remembering the whole argument him and his parents had.

“Listen to me Landyn. You have to fight it. Whatever’s going on inside that head of yours, you have to ignore it okay?”

"It's my fault they died…If I never said that they would be alive…"

(gtg Gn)

((Okay. Goodnight!